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03:21 pm: a result of boredom

You Should Travel to Cambodia

While you might not go all Angelina Jolie and adopt a baby... You can still appreciate Cambodia's rich history and deserted beaches.

You Are 30% Weird

Not enough to scare other people... But sometimes you scare yourself.

Your 1920's Name is:

Esperanza Earline

People Envy Your Compassion

You have a kind heart and an unusual empathy for all living creatures. You tend to absorb others' happiness and pain. People envy your compassion, and more importantly, the connections it helps you build. And compassionate as you are, you feel for them.

Your Famous Last Words Will Be:

"I dunno, press the button and find out."

You Will Die at Age 82

Congratulations! You take good care of yourself. You're poised to live a long, healthy life.

You Are 35% Redneck

The wheels still turning, but the hamster's dead. You're just fakin' bein' a redneck.

09:30 pm: first corinthians four : seven
So tonight was church, which mean discipleship with mrs pam and the gang. So I was picked up and me, pam, joy, and Katie headed for mcds where we chowed down on salty French fries and a yogurt parfait. We were having small talk about our summer when all the sudden pam dropped the bomb. She asked how my spiritual life has been. Ahhh! I couldnt tell them how selfish Ive been lately and how Im not focused on God, but I couldnt lie. So I just said it slightly blunt. wellI guess since my life has gotten so much better and God has answered everything Ive prayed for, I havent really been relying on Him. I guess somehow I feel as if I dont need Him as much anymore. I know its foolish yeah. Thats basically how I said it. Pam was like wow. Thats really sad and so we finished eating and on the way to church pam told joy to look up a bible verse and share. Any verse. Something for me. And it turned out to be:



1 Corinthians 4:7

For who makes you different from anyone else? What do you have that you did not receive? And if you did receive it, why do you boast as if you did not?



I was like freakin dang! That was a good one joy. And I couldnt get it out of my mind. And I couldnt concentrate through andys sermon because I couldnt stop thinking about it. The verse was right [as the rest of Gods word is]. Who was I to receive Gods free gift of grace to me and not be proud, to not brag to everyone, to not share His love with everyone I meet. I guess that verse really hit home for me. Dang. [when I went to write dang I wrote gang on accident. Im retarded.]



Anyway so while we were at lunch pam asked where Ive been all summer and I explained to her that Ive been to a couple other youth groups with friends. And she gave me a mean face. And she started quizzing me on what I learned there, to see if I benefited from it. And I gave her all the right answers. Ha. Victory over pam for once in my life. Anyway I started thinking about my church when we got to youth and comparing it with the other youths I went to this summer. And I was like my church isnt that fun. A lot of my good friends dont go there. We dont play really fun games. You get in trouble for stupid stuff. They discourage loudness [aka-me]. Our music isnt always the best in the world. Our sermons are a lot longer than others. Why the heck to I like this church? Because everything we do is centered around God and growing closer to them. Yeah my church is strict. Im over it. Yeah, my church isnt the funnest [I dont think thats a word]. Its not about being entertaining, its about worshiping our Lord and Savior. Yeah. The sermons are a little long. Its so we grow in our walk. So we learn more about our Heavenly Father. Your youth group isnt suppost to be your favorite place [although it may be] its suppost to be a place where you are challenged in your walk. A place you may feel uncomfortable because the sin in your life is addressed. Im slowly learning to appreciate my youth group more, because Im learning its not suppost to be fun.



I hate editing.



<3 deborah

02:33 pm: i have decided to start writing in my live journal again. it'll be what i write in my myspace blogs probably but what ever. i like thinking back on my day and writing about, whether people care, or not. anyway i just got home from jessi's house, where i spent the night last night. it was really fun. we at A TON OF FOOD. her mom is an awesome cook and she made little sandwiches and rice. so we were both starving and i ate 3 little sandwiches and a huge pill of rice and i was about to puke and i look at jessi's plate [who's ridiculously skinny. she's like half my size.] and she has eaten 5 sandwiches and an even bigger pile of rice. i wish i had taken pictures. it was ridiculous. later we watched aquamarine. oh my gosh. the cheesiest movie EVER. i'm not gonna lie it was one of those movies you secretly don't hate so much. but yeah it was fun to laugh at. then i had to watch the premiere of season 3 of project runway, which i had been waiting on all day. earlier that day i watched a finally of season 2 and i sewed a dress and a scarfy thing. anyway after the that we talked for a long time and you know, we found weird clothes and dressed up. around 2 or 3 we wanted some drinks so we went downstairs and i filmed it. it was like a scary movie and we kept hearing stuff. later we finished the movie by acting like someone in the house killed jessi or something gay like that. i don't know. it was early.

anyway i have work tonight at 5. yay. not. tuesday night it took 1.5 hours to close because dwight says we never close good enough or something. and the light in the boy's bathroom almost killed me like 3 times and it kept like falling off and swinging off the ceiling at me. so i got david to fix it and he basically punched the light up into the ceiling and he got bloody knuckles. and then i picked up the guys trash bag and the bottom IS FILLED WITH URINE. yes. some freakin man peed in the trash can. i screamed. and ran. lets just say, i let david take care of that one. then i lysoled the trashcan and yeah. work is so much fun. :). not.

so yeah. goodbye.

ps: i NEVER edit or reread my entries.

04:38 pm: i dont ever update anymore but i wanted to today to tell u that
I'M GOING TO CHINA

ya im really excited

02:44 pm: 1. Reply with your name and I will write something I like about you.
2. I will then tell what song/movie reminds me of you.
3. If I were to apply an o'clock to you, I'll tell you what it would be.
4. I will try to name a single word that best describes you.
5. I'll tell you the most memorable moment I've had with you.
6. I will tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll then tell you something that I've always wondered about you.
8. Put this in your journal.



ok its been like a month since kyra put this in hers but i finally relized u was suppost to put it in mine

02:25 pm: homosexual

09:14 am: wow. i NEVER update.
anyway i'm here in north carolina hiding from dennis.
this week has been REALLY crazy. first i was at camp which was fun with the cintron and hope. BUT SHE DIDN'T WRITE ME MY SONG!!! UHH and then we went to shipwreck island which sucked. julia and i hung out with audrey webb, johnathan's neice. and then we just got bored and we slept for the last 3 hours of the day and audrey went off and hung out with some adults. and then they cancel camp like 1 or 2 days early b/c of dennis. and i get home. have no time to sleep. tape up the windows. take out my dirty clothes from camp. put the clean ones in a smaller bag. put my 'smaller bag' in the and we leave. adn we drove. and drove. some more. untilk the next morning when i wake up we're at hardee's. and i eat a burrito @4 in the morning. and then we drive some more. until FINALLY, we're at my grandparents house. so im really tired and i'm getting ready for church.

01:56 pm: friday was so much fun.

me and gib spent the night at jessi's. and we slept on her sail boat. and we stayed up late and watched scream and gothika and we scared the crap out of each other.

in the morning we went tubing on their jet ski's and it was so freakin scary. jessi's grandpa was on another jet ski making a bunch of waves and jessi's dad was going 40+ mph over them and laughing at us while the tube was flying into the are. lets just say me and hannah are bruised and jessi was bleeding (i dunno how). it was really hard core. o yea when i was on the tube w/ jessi we were going like 50 mph and her dad was laughing and jessi got soo scared she started peeing. i'm DEAD SERIOUS! and she was like "DEBRA! I'M PEEING! AND I CAN'T STOP!" and was like SICK! and i jumped off. it was soo funny.

then sunday was fathers day and i think my whole family totally forgot. but my mom did get a card. so the day started out REALLY bad. and plus i could barely walk. my back was hurting SOO BAD from tubing. and i got a HORRIBLE sun burn on my legs and they were bruising. it sucked. so after church we came home and my dad called and ordered some flowers for my great uncle's funeral b/c he couldn't make it. then we went to fort walton and we ate at some mexican resturant. and there were mexicans EVERYWHERE. and they were all staring at me. and then i order italian food and the resturant which was STUPID and it turned out to be gross.

so then we go to the hospital to see brittney and her new baby. it was so cute and small. now i wanna have babies. his name is landon. (i think. i sure hope thats the right name.)

and then we went and saw batman, it was pretty good. it reminded me of daredevil.

and today i woke up and i was bored to death. so i asked my brother to take me out. and he was like sure, i need to go to panera to pick up and application. so i take a shower and when i'm all ready to go, my brother informs me that he's not taking me to panera till later tonight b/c josh just called him and they're going out to the BX.
UHHHH
im bored
someone call me
217-7159

01:34 pm:

02:29 pm: hey. i just got back from the beach. it was me, sarah, lindsey, sam, and vanessa and we were only there for like 30 mins b/c there was a big storm.

i been thinking alot lately. its kinda making me depressed. but i'm realizing a bunch of changes i need to make in my life. so please just pray for me.

04:09 pm: now its time to move on to the breast feeding
:)

10:31 pm: hey yall
im back from texas i ad a ton of fun i cried when we had to leave the kids i love them soo much anyway we got back friday night at midnight and then i went to the store w/ my dad dropped by the tredways house to give jarrod some pics for his slide show and then sam took me to the movies and we saw the longest yard and ross, josh, geoff, anthony, zach, vanessa, and jenny were there too and then we went to sonic afterwards and i got home at like 11 ish and then i had to be at church at like 8! to sin and after church i came home and then i went to church and then kyra, jasmine, sarah, me, ana, and mrs p went to hersheys and then i came home and my bro took me to commons and me, david, jessi, hannah gib, ross, sam, kellen, chris, vanessa, and geoff went to go see mr and mrs smith it was okay i didnt like it too much but there was some funny stuff in it so i've been really busy since i've been home but i think tommorrow i'm just gonna like, sleep ALL DAY YAY

09:50 pm: i'm pretty much sufficating right now.

my retarded uncle rob just sprayed 'fart spray' but a fan and it smells like fart through out the whole house about now. and no one can breath and he just keeps laughing and spraying. and i locked myself up in my grandpa's office b/c the smell is at a minimum in here. this spray literally smells liek a fart

the label says "like the real thing, but better"

how gross is that

i'm REALLY suffering up here in north carolina. i wish i was back in da ville

i went shoping today at the mall w/ y daddy adn i bought 2 pairs of bermuda shorts (black adn khaki) 4 the choir trip @ j c penny's and i bought a bag 2 pairs of flip flops (pink and black) and some REALLY SUPER cute black and white flats @ old navy so i'm happy

O GOD! I CAN STILL HEAR THEM SPRAYING THAT CRAP. I G2G LOOK FOR A GAS MASK.

11:12 pm: my little cousin kyle (he's 8) keeps coming in here and clicking on my mouse to tick me off and then i keep yelling at him and threatening him and then he pinchs me and runs off and he's done that about 6x's now and i'm starting to get REALLY angry and i'm starting to get a bruise on my arm from him pinching me soo much

10:26 pm: yea
i'm in north carolina and its pretty boring and i have soo much stuff i'm missing in niceville that i need to be at so it pretty much sucks but today i went to a TINY CHURCH with total of 13 people there including my family AND the pastor and their 'sanctuary' was literally smaller than my room and then for worship we sang hims and i don't think a single person hi any of teh notes and then in the middle of the service the 'songregation' all herded over to the kitchen (the church is actually in a tiny house, its pretty ghetto) and then after that we to chili's for lunch and then to walmart and picked up some essentals for the choir trip like smores poptarts, reeses (but i already ate them all), wife beaters and 2 pairs of capris and then i went to go see madagascar and it was pretty much the worst movie EVER and then i came back to my grandma's house and i pretty much stared at the wall for the rest of the day.

so anyway i'm prob gonna go shopping tommorrow..hopefully

so anyway please leave me a message or send me an email or call me or just some how make contact w/ me and fill me in on the news about the choir trip adn EVERYTHING thats happening in da ville w/ out me

12:22 pm:

You Are A Romantic

You are more romantic than 80% of the population. You life your life like a fairy tale... or at least you try to. Living for magical moments, you believe there's only one true love for you. Love is the most important thing in your life, and you don't take it for granted. Your perfect match loves to be in love as much as you do!

02:34 pm: went to sidney's going away party at hannahs house last night and it was pretty fun i didnt really know anyone there and heck, i didn't even know sidney but it was fun and then chandler showed up and me and hannah were talking to him and he was kinda pissing me off and got REALLY ANNOYING but besides that it was fun and ramonds last day (i think thats the name of jeremy's band) played at it was awesome but someone hit ross while, like mossing or something, and he lost his glasses b/c the flew off and then i spent the night at hannah's and we talked till like 1:30 and then we had to get up at 7 AM!! and we went to church at 7:45 4 choir and on the choir trip i'm in charge of the crafts and i get to be really creative w/ what i'm doing so its fun and i'm excited :)

O YEAH i got my cell phone FINALLY! my # is 217-7159 so call me like 24/7 b/c i like talking on the phone :)

06:31 pm: good news and bad news

good: i got a 93 on my math exam

bad: i had a science exam today which everyone claimed was SUPER easy and well...i thought otherwise and well i think i failed

OMG i was on my roof today! i thought i was gonna die! it was so high. i sat on the ladder for like 10 minutes trying to get the courage to go up and when i finally got up there it wasn't so bad and i got paid for pulling out nails and after we reroof our whole house i have to go around and pick up all the old shingles and i'm gonna get paid $50 plus my dad is gonna pay for all the xmas presents (which i spent about $100)so i'm pretty much HAPPY!

ne way i'm excited schools almost out and i only have 1 more hard exam and i'm having some friends over tommorrow to play 'history jepordy' so study for it and then monday i'm going to a 'going away party' for my friend lindsey who's moving wednesday (she was one of my bf's i'm gonna miss her so much) and then wednesday at school is gonna be fun we r going to nhs for an 8th grade slide show which my chorus is gonna sing at and they have a dj/party/dance thingy in the gym and then after school i have a party and then i have church adn then i'm thinking of having ppl come over and watch phantom of the opera from church and then, well i don't know

02:43 pm: i haven't updated in FOREVER but i don't have the time now either

i have exams

i got a 93 on my math exam today :) i'm so happy but...it was my easy one

i have science on friday and monday i have history ahhh my worst subjects

n e way i'll prob update alot more in the summer but right now i have to start studying :(


ahhhh i forgot to say phantom of the opera came out last tuesday
and i was soo upset when my mom wouldn't let me go and get it at midnight (uuuuhhhhhhhh)n e way that day when i got home from school sam was there and she took me and sarah to go get it and we were looking for aviator glasses at the dollar store and me and sam found these dart shooters and were playing around the store and we were about to pee in our pants and then i hit her REALLY hard and i like bruised her so we stopped but it was fun. n e way we got home and watched the movie adn we both cried

o yeah and this past weekend my chorus went to orlando 4 a cometition (we won 1st) and we also went to universal studios for a day and it was so much fun. the hulk wasnt scary. i almost peed in my pants on dueling dragons (o yeah and hannah, i told them u said hi). i saw hulk hogan and his daughter brooke there w/ security gaurds. i meet a super hot guy w/ out his shirt on shirtless on stilts. and i got his picture. me and my friends shut down the cat ans the hat ride for screaming to much. i screamed so much that i can't sing or scream any more but i still can talk b/c im so loud all the time i never loss my voice but everyone else screamed a little and totally lost their voice so when we did roll call on the bus we had to start riasing our hand b/c no one could talk

well i ended writing an entry n e way

o well

bye

04:23 pm: dang i haven't updated in a while.
lets c what happened...
-my toliet overlflowed
-i'm going to orlando and universal studios w/ my chorus next week
-sarah's coming home (i miss her soo much, i was crying)
-i have a wedding on saturday for kate's sister vanessa
-i went to a crawfish boil party
-hannah's bday was last weekend
-um....
-i went to dairy queen
-i can't remember what happened this weekend, it was way too long ago